Sunday, February 3, 2008

Somewhere to turn, someone to talk to

This is a very special piece, very dear to my heart. And I want to share it because somebody needs to be told YOU ARE NOT ALONE. There will be times when we have to deal with things on our own. Times will arise where the best of friends, and even family will not be there. There will be times where you feel like there is nobody you can call, and there will be times where there really is nobody for you to call. But remember you are not the first, nor the last, and we must learn from every experience. To all my sisters, and to anybody who has ever felt alone; do not worry because when things get better they will be that much better. At your lowest point, you can always rise. And remember, the Lord thy God will never leave you. You always have somewhere to turn, and someone to talk to. You simply have to open your mouth.


Standing alone- in a room full of people…..
Nowhere to turn
No one to talk to

Laying alone when he’s right beside me
Afraid to turn
Because there’s no one to talk to

A careless body
An empty shell
That thinks he’s providing enough
But I know I have nowhere to turn
No one to talk to

A new experience has brought fear, pain, and the unknown to my doorstep
To upset and ashamed to call for the regular comfort
And now it’s too late.

Something that should have been all about me
Now has to take on the thoughts of everybody else
And I have nowhere to turn
No one to talk to

Little things, and simple gestures are not enough
But little things, and simple gestures mean so much
Especially when I have nowhere to turn
And no one to talk to

I am left in an unbalance
The one that I reject the most
Is the one that I need the most
But he’s left me with nowhere to turn
And no one to talk to

I’ve had drastic changes
To and fro, and it’s too much for me to handle alone
And I have nowhere to turn
And no one to talk to

If it's too much for him, that’s not my fault
I didn’t ask for this
All I want is somewhere to turn
And someone to talk to

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

If the date on this didn't prove that you wrote it before an hour or so ago I would swear you put my thoughts into poetry. But then again I THINK know what the reality inspiration of this was.

But I must tell you of all you wrote this is helping me get through the night. I feel like somebody is here maybe you. Your words are so real and comforting. If nobody else does I appreciate this. I hope yur getting sleep. We'll speak after the transfer.

Nay Nicole said...

(all smiles) Good Morning- I am ecstatic to know that you were comforted. That was the point. I pray you well on your transfer and when you're settled we'll discuss. I guess under these situations I'll share.